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I'm so cold, I'm so old

by Motel Portrait

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What have I done? Who have I become? I’m sorry, You let go & now you’ll never know The Shame Of Who I Am I found a corner to die in Someone you don’t know I hope you finally let go Ashamed of who I am I’ve found a corner to die in
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OUT 04:09
Leave me in misery Leave me & mutilate who I am I don’t feel Nothing anymore I don’t feel It’s not your fault It’s not your fault to me
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Dawg 06:29
I can't stay awake much longer, before I fall apart. Keep me together to take me apart, as I give myself away. It's alright, it doesn't hurt that bad anymore. What you've done to me, will always remain in my thoughts and actions. Like a scared dog I'll stop myself. From getting any closer to the ones that I love. It's only my fault that you're gone. I pushed you away, I've fallen apart & I won't come back together. Anything I try feels like a lie, it just sits. It isn't the same without you here. Idid it to myself & I'll do it again.
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I lie awake. In my sedation, I learn to reflect just more pain. The same as you, won't you refrain? The weight of your existence burdens another. How deeply unlovable am I to you? Just want to dance, not hear my plans. To erase this face & all that it's done. All of my burdens off your shoulders. I've fallen apart.
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Yer Van 04:09
Watching the left hand subtly draw a heart on the wall. You’re not there to listen if I tried to tell you at all. Isn’t this what you wanted Isn’t this what you fought for Another 8 hour shift stuck inside your shifty car Well I can tell by the way you talk You don’t want me around Ignored by you The cigs you smoke & the cheap perfume What used to mean so much to me means nothing anymore I hate seeing your face & I hate seeing your car
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Don't 03:28
Twenty five cents above minimum wage keeps me fed & eats me from the inside out Proving you right, without you I’ve been forced down alone. Easy for you, easy to forget What you have now & what you can still lose To know, I’m letting you down, I’ve been forced out, alone. Drawing out what’s left, I’ve had my suspicions. What keeps me fed eats me from the inside out. Proving you right, without you I’ve been forced down alone. Over & over & over & over
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Another commodity for you Another lifeless body
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Feed the hungry now. House the homeless. Placed below the dollar. Tamir Rice was a child. You don't know how bad it is, the less you act the worse it gets. You don't know how bad it is, the less you act the worse it gets. Still, the gap grows. You're not "Pro-Life". The system you support, leaves so many to die. You don't know how bad it is, the less you act the worse it gets. You don't know how bad it is, the less you act the worse it gets. The blood is on our hands. The blood is on our hands. The blood is on our hands. The blood is on our hands.
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A Laptop Rock demo that I want you to hear if you wanna hear it :^)

Special thanks

-Savv Branham/Supah punk (album photo)
-Ian Andrew (being the homie and an amazing musician)
-Tyde, Angel, Aiden, Eli, Valley Delinquent, & Grimcat for all of the amazing visual art over the years.
-All of my music teachers over the years

Thank you for listening :)

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released December 6, 2023

Logan Wilms: Songwriting, Lyrics, Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Synths, Production

Ian Andrew: Drums (Drum Wizard), Co-Production

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